Ch-ch-changes

I saw this on Tumblr the other day, and I couldn't stop thinking about it throughout the week. Although I am thankful for my job..I don't enjoy it. I don't like the medical field. I miss making coffee and spending the day at home even if I have to sacrifice weekends. I miss my free time. I'm still unsure what I want to do as a long term career, but I know that right now, I want more time with my girl and my family-and to be young. I'm 21, not 54!!  So I may have to take a slight pay cut, and we'll have to make sacrifices, but being happier will always make it worth it. I'm still going back and forth with this idea, I haven't made any changes yet. I've applied a few different places, but so far nothing has changed. I guess I just need motivation! (Which is where you come in.) I also feel incredibly selfish. I've been trying to push myself, but at the expense of my family, maybe a pay cut wouldn't be best. I just have to weigh the pros and cons. What do you guys think? Happiness, or living comfortable? I don't mention God very often, but I'm a firm believer and I honestly think that someone watches over us, maybe I just need something to believe in so that I'm more positive. Or maybe God protects us in one way or another. I think I have someone that helps guide me, and I think as long as I stay hopeful, something will come my way.       The end of this post wasn't intended to offend anyone.